Brybry Brytard the Turd.

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My head is full of thoughts. With many things like work, school, math, the future, love, etc.. My head is scrambled up with all these thoughts ready to hit me in the morning. I’m always stressed out with frustration of how my life is turning into an oblivious hell. Not close to everyone I know, there’s those few who I know I can turn to in-need of guidance/advice. I’m honestly not happy anymore with anything. I’m constantly depressed over the littlest things to the biggest things. No one can snap me out of it, not one person has ever succeeded with doing so. I may get out of it over a period of hours but it’ll be back within the day. That’s how I feel towards life. I don’t live life with a positive attitude anymore. It’s a problem I think I should get help with. I don’t believe in any of those quotes that involve hiding your sadness with smiles. It should be a real smile or don’t smile at all. Fake smiles aren’t going to help you in anyway but hide it. My depression is so overwhelming that sometimes my body will end up twitching up like I need to do something to try and stop it. I’ve tried drinking, It just gives me a bad headache in the end. It can only temporarily help you. Smoking would be my next option because I am running out of options and I can’t stop any of this. Depression runs my life and It’s gotten to a point where there’s no way back. If I’m not dead within the next 10 years, I’ll be glad… 

Anonymous asked: harro, guess who ;)

iunno, buddha?!

So exhausted. Can hardly walk. Hardly got any sleep. I’m stressing so much. Can’t stay awake. FML.